December ..
It's my birthday month, and the month of winter..I love winter and I used to love December..Now I f*cking hate it!
Now two years in a row it only brought misery ..
I feel so shitty and lost and I feel I could easily lose my mind and go insane! I'm deeply hurt and I wish I could just let everything out here, but I know I can't ..
I'm angry, bitter, sad and lonely .. right now I don't know what to do with my life. I want to cry it all out 'till there are no more tears left to cry..I just want to heal..Ughhhh
, what are you supposed to do when you have a person with you for 6 years then suddenly they're gone and they're no longer in your life?!
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Chester Bennington .. :'(
Ok .. by now probably all of you know about his death.
I just want to write this journal to feel a little better, since the day he committed suicide and I'm just sad and can't stop crying. No celebrity death ever has effected me this way, EVER! And no one will.
It's because I'm like the rest of LP fans, I grew up to their songs .. his voice .. his screams
Their songs got me through shit and helped me move on and feel a little less .. lonely. I'm pretty sure you've read this everywhere .. everyone is saying this .. because that what Chester really did to us. He helped a lot through his music and words to over-come some depression and feel u
My Birthday and dA Birthday 2016!
Hello guys :wave:,
It feels weird writing this journal with no skin lol My subscription has ended and I haven't renewed it yet. I'm used to submitting a journal every year on my birthday with lots of features, I'm sorry this year I can't =(
I've been so busy and away from here but I hope I'll renew my sub soon and get on submitting the journal.
Have a wonderful day! :rose::heart:
My Birthday and dA Birthday!
Hey guys :wave:
It's been a couple of years since I did this, and as usual I'm late for both birthdays :D
Dec14th was my birthday and Dec 11th was my dA Birthday .. completed 10 years here! :boogie:
It's a long journey and I'm so glad I'm still here writing this journal, even though I've stopped making manips and haven't been active here.
Oh well, as always .. here are some features for you guys to enjoy!
I hope you enjoyed and ya'll have great holidays!
:rose::heart:
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9 years !
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Camaro is a car I love .. girl .. well .. that's me .. 666 .. hmmm something devillish :evillaugh:
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kind .. weird .. hot tempered
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Right
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Maybe this ..
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Dark .. mysterious and gloomy photo-manipulations
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Digital Painting !
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I don't have nothing to say, i konw that this is hard for you but all that you need to know is like wwe said in arabic "illi ba3ak bi3o".... it's been now 5 years that i feel the same shit, and i think wal 3ilmo lillah that i'm realy fuck** up cause i don't know what can i do with my shity life, and i hope from every inch of my soul that the bullshit about 2012 is real... let end this pain.... LOL...